If you want to check it out. So I’m going to enter the Birmingham Songwriting competition. I don’t get nervous about a lot of things, but I’m get anxious about this. I’m not entirely certain why, but I’m guessing it has to do with the potential good that can come from it. Right now, what I’m having to remember is this:
The worse that can happen is nothing
If I enter my music in this competition and nothing comes of it, that is all that is happening, nothing. I’m not an über competitive person, but…. I want to win.
I’m trying to figure out ways to boost my shot at it, going so far as writing 3 song instead of just one. I have the first one done….
But I’ve kinda stalled on the other two. Life’s been busy, sure, but I think it is more than that. I think I’ve let my anxiety of the unknown take charge of the process, rather than simply enjoying it. So that is going to be my next step:
I’m going to take charge of the creative process and just do it. I’m really happy with my first song that I’ve written, but rather than comparing the quality of these new compositions, I’m going to make them difficult to compare to one another. I’m hoping to catch multiple possible angles on the competition. Not coming up with slight variations, but true alternatives.
I’m trying to come up with songs that could be entered by multiple different contestants, but they will all be just me.
So we shall see. I’m nervous and excited, and I would love to have my music make an impact on the heritage of this city in which my family lives.
William Stonewall Monroe
PS. The idea of “true alternatives” as a method of problem solving is called “Multi-tracking” and is more fully explored in the book Decisive by the Heath brothers. It is a great book on making decisions and if that’s something you are interested in, I recommend the book. Here is my affiliate link for it, but I wouldn’t commend it if I hadn’t found it useful.